haiz...wonder how long i did not post liao...mayb more than a month ba...
today is finally the end of 2009...but still...monday sch reopen...good thing is that can wake up late .until now the holiday is no that bad la..cos i got a guitar with me so that i wil not be so sian...but this year holiday is very long loh...next year have to prepare for O level...mom keep saying that i must go JC...but i dun wan leh...i wanna go poly...so i tell her that i aiming for both bcos i oso dunno wanna go poly or JC...bcos if i go JC i only study 2 years then i go poly can be with frens...haiz...
anyway..been reading 3 kingdoms...wonder when it ends...only read until liu bei zhan cao cao...mayb still got quite a long way to the end...lol... :P

sometimes i really wonder why i miss sch so much at this time of e holiday...
but when sch reopenn then miss e holidays again...isn't that wierd???
luckily my cousin is back so i no need to worry that i may be bored to death...
anyway...i must admit that i do not enjoy my holiday...it's all srewed up by my brother....initially i thought that he may be goin to my grandma's place at hougang soi can spend my time at home alone...but no....
however,christmas is coming soon and mom said that sunday bring me to pennisular plaza or e brash basah complex to buy guitar for christmas!!! only that time i will say that i enjoy this holiday...

wonder wad's wrong with me...i mean...i been playing psp since e first day of e holiday til now...i dun feel very interested in it anymore...even when i feel like goin out e next min i dun feel like doin so...i dun feel really comfortable anywhere i go...i only feel better when i lie down on e bed listening to my ipod...but no matter which song i listen i feel quite weird...sad i think...but only in e holiday makes me feel like i started to miss sch...
wonder wad's wrong with me...seems like i got a lot of things to say but i jux can't...is it because i may hurt some ppl's feelings when i say everything out....sometimes i even think that i may get nervous breakdown if i keep everything myself forever...i really wanna shout out but i jux can't....i may really be irritating every time...but the truth is..sometime i tend to reflect on every word i say...even i oso regret on things that i said to certain ppl...
i must really admit that i had changed quite a lot during this holiday...i learnt that we can only be frens in this lifetime...the next life time...i dunno if there's any....it might not possible...so it is best that i start to cherish every moment with my frens.....

finally back...last week went for a trip on cruise...not bad actually...got balcony somemore leh!!!!
but the worse thingy is that e computer at home broke down...after e HP ppl came to give e recovery disk but still cannot set up e com leh...
Anyway...gone to pennisular plaza and brash basah complex to look at guitars...mom say that this christmas can buy me one...finally...maybe goin for lesson before i can play my first song :)