Friday, December 11, 2009

wonder wad's wrong with me...i mean...i been playing psp since e first day of e holiday til now...i dun feel very interested in it anymore...even when i feel like goin out e next min i dun feel like doin so...i dun feel really comfortable anywhere i go...i only feel better when i lie down on e bed listening to my ipod...but no matter which song i listen i feel quite weird...sad i think...but only in e holiday makes me feel like i started to miss sch...
wonder wad's wrong with me...seems like i got a lot of things to say but i jux can't...is it because i may hurt some ppl's feelings when i say everything out....sometimes i even think that i may get nervous breakdown if i keep everything myself forever...i really wanna shout out but i jux can't....i may really be irritating every time...but the truth is..sometime i tend to reflect on every word i say...even i oso regret on things that i said to certain ppl...
i must really admit that i had changed quite a lot during this holiday...i learnt that we can only be frens in this lifetime...the next life time...i dunno if there's any....it might not possible...so it is best that i start to cherish every moment with my frens.....